When I think of how "un-Christ"like I am, I get very discouraged. My fuse is very short and I would just rather not be around people...most of the time. I just cannot understand how God loves us all in spite of ourselves. I can only hope and pray for just a little bit of that grace and kindness.
Next weekend is my birthday and (as always) I'm very excited! I have no idea what I want to do to celebrate. Considering the fact we rarely spend time away from the kids, it will probably be a family celebration. Of course that's okay, but it would be nice to have some grown-up time. With the boys getting older, I'm wanting more frequent breaks. We're beyond the "baby" stage so, I think that's reasonable. Anyway...maybe in the near future we can start looking for a baby sitter and a housekeeper (if I can get over my fear of cross contamination).
Okay, enough rambling. My gang is leaving and I need to recharge my battery. I've got to go grocery shopping (yuck) and get ready for the week (double yuck).